25th layers of health
it’s been a long time and nothing seems to be changing. I feel as numb as ever. i’m becoming healthier once again because it’s all the same and comfort food and indulgence have only made me feel less myself than ever. I miss feeling light. I miss not needing to feel heavy or attached to food so often. I’ve never been picky about my food, but i noticed myself recently becoming picky and i didn’t recognize myself. 25 is going to be a year of exploration and going after the unconventional because no one knows what goes inside, including food as i do and I’ve had enough of living in the shallow. I’m far from the shallow now and i’m slowly sinking to the ground and need to do what feels right for my soul. i’m going on a adventure. I’m moving my body to sweat and i’m heading to the desert. I’m ready to get simple, grounded and present.